{"id":95069,"date":"2021-03-19T02:54:53","date_gmt":"2021-03-19T02:54:53","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/?p=95069"},"modified":"2021-03-18T20:47:19","modified_gmt":"2021-03-18T20:47:19","slug":"kolcsonsorok-teodor-duna-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/?p=95069","title":{"rendered":"K\u00f6lcs\u00f6nsorok: Teodor Dun\u0103*"},"content":{"rendered":"

a lyuk \/ gaura<\/strong><\/em><\/h2>\n

nem tudom, mik\u00e9nt s mi\u00e9rt ker\u00fcltem
\nt\u00edz kilom\u00e9terrel a F\u00f6ld f\u00f6l\u00e9,
\negy fekete lyuk k\u00f6zel\u00e9be, \u00fagy t\u0171nt, \u00e9pp csak fel\u00e9bredt
\n\u00e9s cselekedni k\u00e9sz\u00fclt.
\nsz\u00e9nabogly\u00e1nyi volt, rem\u00e9ltem, od\u00e9bb tasz\u00edtom,
\nde nem tudtam, hogyan k\u00f6zel\u00edtsek hozz\u00e1
\n\u00e9s mik\u00e9nt tasz\u00edthat\u00f3 el egy
\nfekete lyuk.<\/p>\n

\u00fagy t\u0171nt, \u00e9pp \u00e9bredez\u0151ben, sz\u00e1ja kiss\u00e9 elt\u00e1tva, \u00e9s
\negyetlen mozdulattal valamennyi foly\u00f3t felszippantott mintha lask\u00e1t,
\nlez\u00fad\u00edtotta tork\u00e1n mindazt, ami az \u00f3ce\u00e1nok t\u00e1ny\u00e9rj\u00e1ban volt,
\negy fal\u00e1sra valamennyi hegyet \u00e9s mez\u0151t mag\u00e1ba nyelt,
\nsz\u00e1j\u00e1t a k\u00f6rnyez\u0151 vil\u00e1goss\u00e1ggal \u00f6bl\u00edtve ki.<\/p>\n

az emberek foggal-k\u00f6r\u00f6mmel kapaszkodtak a marad\u00e9k f\u00f6ldbe,
\na facsonkokba, s \u00e1multak,
\nmi a csuda szippantja \u0151ket az egekbe<\/p>\n

s alig egy m\u00e1sodperc alatt
\nvalamennyi \u00e9l\u0151 s a mindenkori holtak csontjai
\n\u00e9s az emberek gondolatai, \u00e9s azok gondoltai, akik valamikor emberek voltak,
\ns mindent, ami elhangzott, s minden, mit le\u00edrtak,
\n\u00e9s a roppant emberi \u00e9p\u00edtm\u00e9nyeket,
\n\u00e9s a n\u00e9pek nagy t\u00f6t\u00e9neteit \u00e9s katasztr\u00f3f\u00e1it
\nelnyelte egy fal\u00e1ssal.<\/p>\n

a lyuk b\u00e1gyadtan cs\u00e1mcsogott
\n\u00e9s felh\u00f6rb\u00f6lte a f\u00f6ld burk\u00e1t, a f\u00f6ld belsej\u00e9t,
\ns amikor mindennel v\u00e9gzett, ami elnyelhet\u0151 volt,
\nneh\u00e9zkesen, j\u00f3llakottan t\u00e1vozott,
\ns a f\u00f6ld helyett m\u00e9g csak egy f\u00e9nyk\u00e9p sem maradt
\na f\u00f6ldr\u0151l,
\nse egy hajsz\u00e1l, se egy bef\u0151ttes kupak.<\/p>\n

\u00c9n ott maradtam, szem\u00fcgyre venni a helyet,
\nahol egykor a f\u00f6ld volt,
\n\u00e9s s\u00edrni t\u00e1madt kedvem,
\ns nem tudtam, mik\u00e9nt fakadjak s\u00edrva \u00e9s melyik szememmel,<\/p>\n

\u00e9s b\u00e1r a f\u00f6ld, m\u00edg l\u00e9tezett, nem volt kedvemre,
\nmost nagyon sajn\u00e1ltam,
\n\u00e9s tudtam, hogy ez \u00edgy nincsen j\u00f3l, nagyon nincsen j\u00f3l,
\nhogy ne l\u00e9tezzen semmi, a legkisebb nyom sem,<\/p>\n

s ha valaki megk\u00e9rdezte volna,
\nhogy milyen volt a f\u00f6ld \u00e9s milyenek rajta az emberek,
\nalig tudtam volna valamit mondani.<\/p>\n

\u00e1m a boldogok k\u00f6z\u00fcl, akik hittek,
\na szavakb\u00f3l, a felt\u00e1mad\u00e1sra k\u00e9sz\u00fcl\u0151d\u0151 test\u00fckb\u0151l
\ncsak v\u00e9kony sebhely maradt a vaks\u00f6t\u00e9t m\u00e9ly\u00e9n.<\/p>\n

\u00e9s mikor l\u00e1ttam, hogy m\u00e9g ama sebhely
\nis gyorsan felsz\u00edv\u00f3dik, m\u00e9g ink\u00e1bb k\u00e9ts\u00e9gbe estem<\/p>\n

s ha lett volna m\u00e9g szemem,
\nhi\u00e1ba is lett volna,<\/p>\n

\u00e9s ha m\u00e9g lett volna kezem,
\ncsak eveztem volna vele k\u00e9ts\u00e9gbeesetten<\/p>\n

ama lyuk fel\u00e9, hogy r\u00e1s\u00f3zzak am\u00edg csak megny\u00edlik
\n\u00e9s mag\u00e1ba fogad.<\/p>\n

Ford\u00edtotta: Cseke G\u00e1bor<\/em><\/p>\n

Forr\u00e1s: Vatra, 2021, nr. 1-2.<\/strong><\/p>\n

**<\/p>\n

*
\nnu \u015ftiu cum sau de ce m-am nimerit<\/em>
\nla vreo zece kilometri deasupra p\u0103m\u00e2ntului,<\/em>
\nl\u00e2ng\u0103 o gaur\u0103 neagr\u0103, p\u0103rea c\u0103 abia se trezise<\/em>
\n\u015fi c\u0103 se preg\u0103tea s\u0103 \u00eenceap\u0103 ceva.<\/em>
\ncum era c\u00e2t un balot de paie, m\u0103 g\u00e2ndeam s\u0103 o \u00eemping<\/em>
\nmai \u00eencolo, dar nu \u015ftiam cum s\u0103 m\u0103 apropii<\/em>
\n\u015fi cum se poate \u00eempinge mai \u00eencolo<\/em>
\no gaur\u0103 neagr\u0103.<\/em><\/p>\n

p\u0103rea pus\u0103 pe dezmor\u0163ire, a\u015fa c\u0103 \u015fi-a deschis alene gura \u015fi,<\/em>
\ndintr-o singur\u0103 mi\u015fcare, a supt ca pe t\u0103ie\u0163ei toate r\u00e2urile,<\/em>
\n\u015fi-a v\u0103rsat \u00een gur\u0103 farfuriile oceanelor,<\/em>
\na halit dintr-o singur\u0103 \u00eenghi\u0163itur\u0103 to\u0163i mun\u0163ii \u015fi toate c\u00e2mpiile,<\/em>
\na f\u0103cut gargar\u0103 cu \u00eentreaga lumin\u0103 dimprejur.<\/em><\/p>\n

oamenii se \u0163ineau cu unghiile de r\u0103m\u0103\u015fi\u0163ele<\/em>
\n\u015fi cioturile p\u0103m\u00e2ntului \u015fi se holbau<\/em>
\nla ceea ce-i trage \u00een ceruri<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015fi, \u00een nici m\u0103car o secund\u0103,<\/em>
\nto\u0163i cei vii \u015fi oscioarele mor\u0163ilor dintotdeauna<\/em>
\n\u015fi g\u00e2ndurile oamenilor \u015fi g\u00e2ndurile celor care au fost oameni<\/em>
\n\u015fi tot ce s-a spus \u015fi tot ce s-a scris<\/em>
\n\u015fi marile construc\u0163ii ale popoarelor<\/em>
\n\u015fi marile \u00eent\u00e2mpl\u0103ri \u015fi dezastrele popoarelor<\/em>
\ntoate au fost \u00eenghi\u0163ite pe dat\u0103.<\/em><\/p>\n

gaura plesc\u0103ia adormit\u0103<\/em>
\n\u015fi sugea \u00eenveli\u015ful lumii \u015fi m\u0103runtaiele lumii<\/em>
\n\u015fi dup\u0103 ce a terminat tot ce putea fi \u00eenghi\u0163it<\/em>
\ns-a dus mai departe, greoaie, s\u0103tul\u0103.<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015fi \u00een locul p\u0103m\u00e2ntului nu mai era nici m\u0103car o poz\u0103 cu<\/em>
\np\u0103m\u00e2ntul,<\/em>
\nnici m\u0103car un fir de p\u0103r sau un capac de borcan.<\/em><\/p>\n

eu am r\u0103mas s\u0103 m\u0103 uit la locul<\/em>
\n\u00een care c\u00e2ndva a fost p\u0103m\u00e2ntul<\/em>
\n\u015fi mi-a venit s\u0103 pl\u00e2ng,<\/em>
\ndar nu \u015ftiam cum s\u0103 fac asta \u015fi cu ce ochi.<\/em><\/p>\n

de\u015fi nu-mi pl\u0103cuse de p\u0103m\u00e2nt c\u00e2nd era,<\/em>
\nacum \u00eemi p\u0103rea foarte r\u0103u<\/em>
\n\u015fi \u015ftiam c\u0103 nu e bine, c\u0103 nu e deloc bine<\/em>
\ns\u0103 nu mai existe nimic, nici m\u0103car o urm\u0103, c\u00e2t de mic\u0103.<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015fi dac\u0103 m-ar fi \u00eentrebat cineva<\/em>
\ncum a fost p\u0103m\u00e2ntul \u015fi cum au fost oamenii lui,<\/em>
\nn-a\u015f fi \u015ftiut s\u0103 zic mai nimic.<\/em><\/p>\n

iar din cei ferici\u0163i, din cei care au crezut,<\/em>
\ndin cuvintele \u015fi din trupurile preg\u0103tite de \u00eenviere<\/em>
\nnu a mai r\u0103mas dec\u00e2t o mic\u0103 cicatrice \u00een \u00eentuneric.<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015fi c\u00e2nd am v\u0103zut c\u0103 p\u00e2n\u0103 \u015fi cicatricea aia<\/em>
\nse \u015fterge repede, mi-a p\u0103rut \u015fi mai r\u0103u.<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015fi dac\u0103 mai aveam ochi,<\/em>
\ndegeaba mai aveam ochi.<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015fi dac\u0103 mai aveam m\u00e2ini,<\/em>
\nera doar s\u0103 v\u00e2slesc cu ele c\u00e2t mai repede<\/em><\/p>\n

spre gaura aia \u015fi s\u0103 lovesc \u00een ea p\u00e2n\u0103 se va deschide<\/em>
\n\u015fi m\u0103 va primi laolalt\u0103.<\/em><\/p>\n

* Sz\u00fcletett 1981-ben (T\u00e2nc\u0103be\u015fti, Ilfov megye). A fiatal rom\u00e1n k\u00f6lt\u0151nemzed\u00e9k egyik leg\u00edg\u00e9retesebb tagja. Els\u0151 vers\u00e9t 2000-ben k\u00f6z\u00f6lte a Poesis c. foly\u00f3irat, bemutatkoz\u00f3 k\u00f6tete (trenul de treie\u015funu februarie – a febru\u00e1r harmincegyediki vas\u00fati j\u00e1rat, Editura Vinea) 2002-ben jelent meg. Tov\u00e1bbi verseit catafazii (kataf\u00e1zisok, Editura Vinea, 2005) c\u00edmen adta ki. Nagyl\u00e9legzet\u0171, l\u00e1tom\u00e1sos versfolyamok kedvel\u0151je.<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

a lyuk \/ gaura nem tudom, mik\u00e9nt s mi\u00e9rt ker\u00fcltem t\u00edz kilom\u00e9terrel a F\u00f6ld f\u00f6l\u00e9, egy fekete lyuk k\u00f6zel\u00e9be, \u00fagy t\u0171nt, \u00e9pp csak fel\u00e9bredt \u00e9s cselekedni k\u00e9sz\u00fclt. sz\u00e9nabogly\u00e1nyi volt, rem\u00e9ltem, od\u00e9bb tasz\u00edtom, de nem tudtam, hogyan k\u00f6zel\u00edtsek hozz\u00e1 \u00e9s mik\u00e9nt tasz\u00edthat\u00f3 el egy fekete lyuk.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-95069","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-vers"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/95069","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=95069"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/95069\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=95069"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=95069"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=95069"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}