{"id":95699,"date":"2021-05-02T02:55:35","date_gmt":"2021-05-02T02:55:35","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/?p=95699"},"modified":"2021-05-01T18:09:15","modified_gmt":"2021-05-01T18:09:15","slug":"para-olga-a-te-kezedben","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/?p=95699","title":{"rendered":"Para Olga: A Te kezedben"},"content":{"rendered":"<div id=\"attachment_95707\" style=\"width: 410px\" class=\"wp-caption alignnone\"><a href=\"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/05\/muhi2.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-95707\" class=\"wp-image-95707\" src=\"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/05\/muhi2-207x300.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"400\" height=\"580\" srcset=\"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/05\/muhi2-207x300.jpg 207w, https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/05\/muhi2-768x1112.jpg 768w, https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/05\/muhi2-707x1024.jpg 707w, https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/05\/muhi2.jpg 1191w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 400px) 100vw, 400px\" \/><\/a><p id=\"caption-attachment-95707\" class=\"wp-caption-text\"><em>Muhi S\u00e1ndor grafik\u00e1ja<\/em><\/p><\/div>\n<p>\u00cdgy maradtam. Ilyen csupaszon. Milli\u00f3 gy\u00f6k\u00e9rrel kapaszkodn\u00e9k m\u00e9g a f\u00f6ldbe, a f\u00f6lnevel\u0151 anyaf\u00f6ldbe, s az \u00e9let f\u00f6ldj\u00e9be &#8211; amely m\u00e1r nem \u00e9ltet t\u00f6bb\u00e9 &#8211; , kifogytak, lehet, az \u0151 tartal\u00e9kai is -, vagy id\u0151tlen id\u0151kig nem \u00e9lhet sem a Fa, sem az Ember\u2026<!--more--><br \/>\n\u00cdgy akarta a sors, a nagy v\u00e9gzet, az Isten \u2013 nevezz\u00fck, ahogy akarjuk, ahogy tudjuk.<br \/>\nDe m\u00e9g \u00edgy is gy\u00f6ny\u00f6r\u0171 vagy te, csupasz Fa! S\u00fctk\u00e9rezni szeretn\u00e9l m\u00e9g az \u0151szi melegben, naps\u00fct\u00e9sben, elviseled azt is, ha a r\u00e1d k\u00fasz\u00f3 fagy\u00f6ngy befon, tal\u00e1n nem is gondolsz r\u00e1, hogy megfojt el\u0151bb-ut\u00f3bb\u2026<br \/>\nDe \u00e9lsz, \u00e9lni v\u00e1gysz.<br \/>\nV\u00e1gy n\u00e9lk\u00fcl az ember m\u00e1r r\u00e9g halott, tal\u00e1n a fa is\u2026<br \/>\nIstenem, \u00edgy hajolok meg v\u00e9gs\u0151 \u00edt\u00e9l\u0151sz\u00e9ked, akaratod el\u0151tt, ak\u00e1r a csupasz fa lehajl\u00f3 \u00e1gai.<br \/>\nMegadom magam. Nincs er\u0151m veled m\u00e1r perlekedni sem. Bocs\u00e1ss meg, hogy h\u00f3napokon \u00e1t vitatkoztam veled, ami\u00e9rt r\u00e1m m\u00e9rted a legnagyobb szenved\u00e9st, \u00e9s \u201evisszavetted\u201d t\u0151lem, az any\u00e1t\u00f3l a legszentebb gyermekem, tizenh\u00e9t \u00e9vesen!<br \/>\nAdj neki csendes pihen\u00e9st, s nekem v\u00e9gre egy morzs\u00e1nyi lelki nyugalmat, belet\u00f6r\u0151d\u00e9st!<br \/>\nTekints n\u00e9ha a h\u00e1tramarad\u00f3 megmaradt szeretteimre is, \u00fagy, ahogy meg\u00e9rdemlik. Te tudod. Te mindent tudsz. Adj nekik er\u0151t, ha \u00fajabb trag\u00e9dia fel\u00e9 fut tal\u00e1n az ismeretlen vonatunk, amelyen utazunk. Te tudod, ki mennyit \u00e9r!<br \/>\nA te kezedben van a legfontosabb m\u00e9rleg.<br \/>\nM\u00e9rlegelj, b\u00fcntess, megbocs\u00e1sd \u00e9s kicsit szeresd hozz\u00e1d foh\u00e1szkod\u00f3, hitetlen\u00fcl h\u00e1l\u00e1tlan lelkemet\u2026<\/p>\n<p>(Lele, 1996. j\u00falius 14.)<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u00cdgy maradtam. Ilyen csupaszon. Milli\u00f3 gy\u00f6k\u00e9rrel kapaszkodn\u00e9k m\u00e9g a f\u00f6ldbe, a f\u00f6lnevel\u0151 anyaf\u00f6ldbe, s az \u00e9let f\u00f6ldj\u00e9be &#8211; amely m\u00e1r nem \u00e9ltet t\u00f6bb\u00e9 &#8211; , kifogytak, lehet, az \u0151 tartal\u00e9kai is -, vagy id\u0151tlen id\u0151kig nem \u00e9lhet sem a Fa, sem az Ember\u2026<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[120,19],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-95699","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-essze","category-grafika"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/95699","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=95699"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/95699\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=95699"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=95699"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=95699"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}