{"id":96128,"date":"2021-06-03T02:56:29","date_gmt":"2021-06-03T02:56:29","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/?p=96128"},"modified":"2021-06-02T15:07:02","modified_gmt":"2021-06-02T15:07:02","slug":"demeny-peter-ivan-karamazov-rudolf-konyve-3","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/?p=96128","title":{"rendered":"Dem\u00e9ny P\u00e9ter (Ivan Karamazov:) Rudolf k\u00f6nyve"},"content":{"rendered":"<h2><em><strong>P\u00e1vagy\u00f6ngy<\/strong><\/em><\/h2>\n<p>Ahogy meg\u00e9reztem any\u00e1m p\u00e1vas\u00e1g\u00e1t, kezdtem ki\u00e1br\u00e1ndulni bel\u0151le. K\u00f6r\u00fclbel\u00fcl hat \u00e9ves koromig boldog voltam, azt\u00e1n sziv\u00e1rg\u00e1snak indult valami, \u00e9s el\u00f6nt\u00f6tte az eg\u00e9sz haj\u00f3t. Keser\u0171en figyeltem mindenkit, aki nemcsak az uralkod\u00f3nak \u00e9s nej\u00e9nek kij\u00e1r\u00f3 tisztelettel hajolt meg el\u0151tte &#8211; a tekintete azt is el\u00e1rulta, hogy csod\u00e1lattal n\u00e9z fel r\u00e1. Nagy tekintetolvas\u00f3 lettem.<!--more--><br \/>\nAndr\u00e1ssynak megbocs\u00e1tottam, hiszen ez a vadmagyar szerelmes volt any\u00e1mba, az pedig mindenre ments\u00e9g, \u00e9s k\u00e9ts\u00e9gtelen szenved\u00e9s. M\u00e9g azt is elt\u0171rtem, hogy len\u00e9zzen: akkor tapasztaltam el\u0151sz\u00f6r, hogy a szerelmes ember csakugyan vak, de kiz\u00e1r\u00f3lag szerelme t\u00e1rgy\u00e1t illet\u0151en, egy\u00e9bk\u00e9nt nincs n\u00e1la \u00e9lesebben l\u00e1t\u00f3. Ez a boldog nyomorult minden bizonnyal meg\u00e9rezte, hogy nem \u00fagy szeretem any\u00e1mat, ahogy egy any\u00e1t szok\u00e1s. De h\u00e1t any\u00e1m sem \u00fagy szeretett engem, ahogy egy gyermeket szok\u00e1s. Igaz, akkoriban m\u00e9g sz\u00e9pen viselkedtem: j\u00f3lnevelt \u00e9s k\u00e9ts\u00e9gbeesett fi\u00fa voltam.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>P\u00e1vagy\u00f6ngy Ahogy meg\u00e9reztem any\u00e1m p\u00e1vas\u00e1g\u00e1t, kezdtem ki\u00e1br\u00e1ndulni bel\u0151le. K\u00f6r\u00fclbel\u00fcl hat \u00e9ves koromig boldog voltam, azt\u00e1n sziv\u00e1rg\u00e1snak indult valami, \u00e9s el\u00f6nt\u00f6tte az eg\u00e9sz haj\u00f3t. Keser\u0171en figyeltem mindenkit, aki nemcsak az uralkod\u00f3nak \u00e9s nej\u00e9nek kij\u00e1r\u00f3 tisztelettel hajolt meg el\u0151tte &#8211; a tekintete azt is el\u00e1rulta, hogy csod\u00e1lattal n\u00e9z fel r\u00e1. Nagy tekintetolvas\u00f3 lettem.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[7],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-96128","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-novella"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/96128","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=96128"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/96128\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=96128"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=96128"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=96128"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}