{"id":96148,"date":"2021-06-05T02:54:36","date_gmt":"2021-06-05T02:54:36","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/?p=96148"},"modified":"2021-06-04T13:40:53","modified_gmt":"2021-06-04T13:40:53","slug":"demeny-peter-ivan-karamazov-rudolf-konyve-4","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/?p=96148","title":{"rendered":"Dem\u00e9ny P\u00e9ter (Ivan Karamazov:) Rudolf k\u00f6nyve"},"content":{"rendered":"<h2><em><strong>Hangnemek \u00e9s haj\u00f3k<\/strong><\/em><\/h2>\n<p>Ha azt mondom, any\u00e1m moll volt, ap\u00e1m pedig d\u00far, akkor semmi m\u00e1st nem mondok, csak azt, hogy any\u00e1m l\u00e1gyan volt felel\u0151tlen, lebeg\u0151sen, gy\u00f6ny\u00f6r\u0171en, ap\u00e1m meg szigor\u00faan, sz\u00e1monk\u00e9r\u0151n, durv\u00e1n. Ez ut\u00f3bbit volt nehezebb elviselnem, hiszen a szigor\u00fas\u00e1g valahogy \u00f3hatatlanul azt a k\u00e9pzetet kelti, hogy felel\u0151s is egyben, \u00e9s id\u0151re van sz\u00fcks\u00e9ge az embernek, am\u00edg r\u00e1j\u00f6n, hogy sz\u00f3 sincs r\u00f3la. Ap\u00e1m \u00f6sszevonta a szem\u00f6ld\u00f6k\u00e9t, ha gy\u00e1v\u00e1nak vagy \u00e9lhetetlennek bizonyultam, azt\u00e1n elkezdett a Monarchi\u00e1r\u00f3l pr\u00e9zsmit\u00e1lni. Mintha \u00e9n a Monarchia lettem volna, nem egy kisfi\u00fa, aki szeretetre v\u00e1gyik!<br \/>\nEbben azonban m\u00e9g mindig t\u00f6bb szeretetet \u00e9s t\u00f6bb odaad\u00e1st v\u00e9ltem felfedezni, mint any\u00e1m vonul\u00e1s\u00e1ban. Mindig \u00fagy j\u00f6tt, mintha tengeren siklana, egy pomp\u00e1s fregatt kecsess\u00e9g\u00e9vel \u00e9s g\u0151gj\u00e9vel, \u00e9s miut\u00e1n kell\u0151k\u00e9ppen megcsod\u00e1ltatta mag\u00e1t, elsiklott megint. A nevel\u00e9si elvei is a sz\u00e9ps\u00e9g\u00e9ben egyes\u00fcltek, \u00e9s pontosan olyan t\u00f6r\u00e9kenyek is voltak. Ha s\u00edrtam, bossz\u00fas lett, hiszen egy \u00f6sszegy\u0171rt, cs\u00faf arcot l\u00e1tott. A sz\u00e9ps\u00e9get kereste minden\u00fctt, a saj\u00e1tj\u00e1t f\u00e9ltette mindenekfelett. \u00cdgy mindent lehet, csak \u00e9ppen szeretni nem.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Hangnemek \u00e9s haj\u00f3k Ha azt mondom, any\u00e1m moll volt, ap\u00e1m pedig d\u00far, akkor semmi m\u00e1st nem mondok, csak azt, hogy any\u00e1m l\u00e1gyan volt felel\u0151tlen, lebeg\u0151sen, gy\u00f6ny\u00f6r\u0171en, ap\u00e1m meg szigor\u00faan, sz\u00e1monk\u00e9r\u0151n, durv\u00e1n. Ez ut\u00f3bbit volt nehezebb elviselnem, hiszen a szigor\u00fas\u00e1g valahogy \u00f3hatatlanul azt a k\u00e9pzetet kelti, hogy felel\u0151s is egyben, \u00e9s id\u0151re van sz\u00fcks\u00e9ge az embernek, [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[7],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-96148","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-novella"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/96148","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=96148"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/96148\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=96148"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=96148"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=96148"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}