Vajon m\u00e9rt \u00edrok, m\u00e9rt t\u00f6rekszem?
\nNemsok\u00e1ra \u00fagyis kifekszem –
\na j\u00e9g majd v\u00edzz\u00e9 v\u00e1lik, r\u00e1m tapad,
\nsz\u00e1raz foly\u00f3ba hullik majd a nap.
\nMi \u00e9rtelme is lenne most m\u00e1r,
\nmikor h\u00fasz, harminc \u00e9v is sok m\u00e1r,
\n\u00e9s m\u00e9g annyi es\u00e9lyem sincsen,
\nhogy magamat m\u00e9g elfelejtsem.<\/p>\n
Istennek \u00edrok? H\u00e1t ha hinn\u00e9m,
\nhatty\u00fadalomat el\u00e9 vinn\u00e9m,
\nde nem lehet ily nagy az arcom –
\nhogyha van harc, az engem karcol.<\/p>\n
Tal\u00e1n m\u00e9giscsak neki \u00edrok.
\n\u00cdr\u00f3dnak bennem a pap\u00edrok,
\n\u00e9s azt rem\u00e9lem, elolvassa,
\nami voltam, tiszt\u00e1ra mossa.<\/p>\n
Ha nem lesz m\u00e1r Golf, nem lesz Rajna,
\nha nem lesz ember, ez a bamba,
\nIsten lesz \u00fagyis, r\u00e1m is gondol,
\nha ki-kin\u00e9z a balkonomb\u00f3l.<\/p>\n
Hogy j\u00e1rtam itt, t\u00e1n tudni fogja,
\nvoltam az \u00e9let furcsa foglya,
\n\u00e9s olykor, egyes verseimben
\nkijelentettem, hogy \u0151 nincsen.<\/p>\n
Somolyog ezen az \u00f6reg majd:
\nl\u00e1tod, hogy vagyok, te siketfajd?
\n\u00cdgy sz\u00f3l\u00edt akkor szeretettel.
\nS elsz\u00e9gyellem akkor, hogy – ember.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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