{"id":97367,"date":"2021-08-30T02:51:07","date_gmt":"2021-08-30T02:51:07","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/?p=97367"},"modified":"2021-08-29T14:48:22","modified_gmt":"2021-08-29T14:48:22","slug":"hadnagy-jozsef-zavaros-idok","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/?p=97367","title":{"rendered":"Hadnagy J\u00f3zsef: Zavaros id\u0151k"},"content":{"rendered":"

(pillar\u00e9snyi szemsz\u00f6gb\u0151l)<\/em><\/p>\n

Fell\u00e1zadt, tombol, gy\u00fajtogat a ny\u00e1r,
\neddig aligha l\u00e1tott forradalm\u00e1r:
\nMolotov-kokt\u00e9lokat haj\u00edt
\na f\u00e1kra, menek\u00fcl a csalit,
\nmenek\u00fcl a v\u00e1rosba, a h\u00e1zba,
\nfoly\u00f3ba, t\u00f3ba ugrik \u2013 hi\u00e1ba,
\nnem csillapul a ny\u00e1r d\u00fche,
\n\u00e9g Szib\u00e9ria j\u00e9g-edzett f\u00fcve,
\na tajga erdei fekete oszlopok,
\nbugybor\u00e9kol\u00f3 \u00e9g szurka csorog
\ntest\u00fck\u00f6n al\u00e1, mintha ostromlott
\nv\u00e1rb\u00f3l; k\u00eds\u00e9rtettanya a fekete t\u00e1j,
\nahov\u00e1 ember, mint moziba j\u00e1r,
\nvirtu\u00e1lisan, megborzongni egy kicsit,
\nmert unja m\u00e1r a sablonos krimit.<\/p>\n

Haitin a ny\u00e1r fell\u00e1z\u00edtotta a f\u00f6ldet,
\nh\u00e1zak, katedr\u00e1lisok d\u0151lnek
\n\u00f6ssze, \u00e9hezik, gyerek, feln\u0151tt
\nlimlomb\u00f3l t\u00e1kolt s\u00e1trak el\u0151tt;
\nr\u00e1usz\u00edtotta a szelet \u00e9s \u00f3ce\u00e1nt
\nis, nem k\u00edm\u00e9l se \u00f6reget, se l\u00e1nyt,
\nse gyereket, se csecsem\u0151t \u2013
\nnagy halom mozg\u00f3 bronz-szobor,
\nromtalapzaton k\u00f6ny\u00f6rg\u0151 nyomor
\nreng\u0151 f\u00f6ld \u00e9s d\u00fch\u00f6ng\u0151 tenger
\nkereszt\u00fatj\u00e1n: az elfelejtett ember.<\/p>\n

D\u00fch\u00e9t a ny\u00e1rnak j\u00f3l\u00e9t sem oltja,
\nRhode Island rettegve szalad a boltba,
\nNew Yorkban elhallgat a git\u00e1r \u00e9s a dob,
\n\u00e9s a zen\u00e9s kedv\u0171 n\u00e9p hazaoldalog \u2013
\nvad, vill\u00e1ml\u00f3 viharsz\u00e1rnyakon k\u00f6zeleg
\na hull\u00e1m-falanxos gyilkol\u00f3 sereg;
\ng\u00e1troppant\u00f3 g\u0151g t\u00e1jair\u00f3l indult, ahol
\nsosem el\u00e9g a sok, s a kev\u00e9s kirabol
\ntestet-lelket; sz\u00fcrk\u00e9re festik az \u00e9letteret
\n\u00e9s lopott sziv\u00e1rv\u00e1ny-ecsettel \u00e1t meg \u00e1t eget,
\nfalat: \u00faj fresk\u00f3kk\u00e1 az \u00faj templomba\u2019,
\nmelynek a Hold \u00e9s a Mars
\na legkisebb tornya.<\/p>\n

\u00c9desap\u00e1m, ha meg\u00e9rte volna e nyarat,
\nazt mondan\u00e1, fiam, aki szelet vet, vihart arat;
\ns jusson eszedbe, a f\u00f6ld egyharmada el\u00e9g,
\nnem \u00f3vja t\u00f6bb\u00e9 se hegy, se tengerfen\u00e9k.<\/p>\n

Zavarba hoznak e szavak \u2013
\negyre l\u00e1zad\u00f3bbak a nyarak,
\ns az \u0151sz\u00f6k, telek, tavaszok
\nkor\u00e1ntsem szel\u00edd galambok
\nm\u00e1r \u2013 apokaliptikus horizont
\ncsattog\u00f3, d\u00f6rg\u0151 v\u00edzi\u00f3ja ront
\nszememre;
\ntiltakozik az elme,
\ns a sz\u00edv \u00e9rtetlenkedik:<\/p>\n

Ilyen hamar j\u00f6nne el a v\u00e9g?
\nM\u00e9lyen, titokban azt suttogom: Ne m\u00e9g!<\/p>\n

Zavaromat csak fokozza, hogy
\nablakom el\u0151tt a ny\u00e1r nem l\u00e1zad,
\ncsak beteg; f\u0171 m\u00e9ri homlok\u00e1n a l\u00e1zat:
\ns\u00e1rga izz\u00e1s; a f\u00e1k \u00e1rny\u00e9kkal borogatj\u00e1k;
\nreggelenk\u00e9nt feh\u00e9r-kend\u0151s h\u0171s szell\u0151k tapogatj\u00e1k
\naz \u00e1rny\u00e9kliliom pulzus\u00e1t, a fagyaltot, d\u00edszcsal\u00e1nt
\nt\u00fal\u00e9l\u00e9si \u00e9letjelek gyan\u00e1nt.<\/p>\n

Hej! Zavaros id\u0151k ezek\u2026<\/p>\n

2021. 08. 22.<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

(pillar\u00e9snyi szemsz\u00f6gb\u0151l) Fell\u00e1zadt, tombol, gy\u00fajtogat a ny\u00e1r, eddig aligha l\u00e1tott forradalm\u00e1r: Molotov-kokt\u00e9lokat haj\u00edt a f\u00e1kra, menek\u00fcl a csalit,<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-97367","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-vers"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/97367","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=97367"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/97367\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=97367"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=97367"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=97367"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}