{"id":98586,"date":"2021-11-17T03:00:39","date_gmt":"2021-11-17T03:00:39","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/?p=98586"},"modified":"2021-11-16T22:23:33","modified_gmt":"2021-11-16T22:23:33","slug":"boszormenyi-zoltan-el-nem-kuldott-level-ady-endrenek","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/?p=98586","title":{"rendered":"B\u00f6sz\u00f6rm\u00e9nyi Zolt\u00e1n: EL NEM K\u00dcLD\u00d6TT LEV\u00c9L ADY ENDR\u00c9NEK"},"content":{"rendered":"\r\n

Mint b\u00edbel\u0151d\u0151 t\u00f6preng\u00e9sb\u0151l az eml\u00e9ket,
az id\u0151 id\u0151tlen g\u00f6nc\u00e9b\u0151l kibontalak.

T\u00e9ged l\u00e1tlak,
\u00e9s l\u00e1tlak-e m\u00e9g a gondolat m\u00e1gly\u00e1in \u00e9gni,

\u00fajra \u00e9s \u00fajra fellobogni
ott, hol a f\u00e1jdalomnak sz\u00edne \u00e9s illata van?

A szerelem felkorb\u00e1csolt hull\u00e1mai
h\u00fascafatokat vetnek a b\u00e9na partra,
felette a vihar vill\u00e1mai \u00e1gaskodnak,
forradalmak f\u00fcst\u00f6lg\u0151 l\u00e1ngoszlopa csap a magasba,
a sebzett \u00e9gb\u0151l k\u00ednz\u00f3 f\u00e9ny csorog,
a s\u00f3s habokba a l\u00e1tom\u00e1s l\u00e1v\u00e1ja sisteregve fut.
A bor, a bor, az az \u00e1ldott bor,
term\u00e9keny dombok v\u00e9rv\u00f6r\u00f6s im\u00e1ja,
m\u00e1rv\u00e1nyfeh\u00e9r mell\u00fck\u00f6n az akarat csillan\u00f3 aranya,
cs\u00f3kjaid heve, t\u00fcze, szilaja,
sikolya.

\u00c1rva vagy,
\u00e1rva,
mint a most sz\u00fcletett rem\u00e9ny.

H\u00e1nyszor, mondd, h\u00e1nyszor rajzol feh\u00e9r bik\u00e1t
a sz\u00fcrke t\u00e1j f\u00f6l\u00e9 a hangulat,
s h\u00e1nyszor \u00fcli meg \u00fcnnepek \u00fcnnep\u00e9t
a vastag \u00e9js\u00f6t\u00e9t?
J\u00e1tszani?
J\u00e1tszani szabad,
csit\u00edtsd, ha tudod, a felindult hadakat!
Maradt m\u00e9g hely, hov\u00e1 \u00e1rva fejed lehajtsd.

Ki hiszi, nemhi\u00e1ba jajgat,
nemhi\u00e1ba ki\u00e1lt,
nemhi\u00e1ba z\u00fag,
elringatja \u0151t a b\u00e1nat,
elringatja \u0151t az \u00fat.

Felkacag a sz\u00e9l,
messzir\u0151l j\u00f6tt \u00e1lmokat tolat.

Rem\u00e9nyt koldulni minek?
A koldusok v\u00e1nkos\u00e1n is a semmi sz\u00edve pihen.
Boszork\u00e1k t\u00e1nc\u00e1t, \u00e1rnyait t\u00fckr\u00f6zi a liget,
de b\u00e1rhova n\u00e9zel,
minden\u00fctt a val\u00f3s\u00e1g bizonytalans\u00e1ga v\u00e1r:

h\u00e9jamad\u00e1r,
h\u00e9jamad\u00e1r!

Hortob\u00e1gy f\u00f6ldj\u00e9n hangosan f\u00fcty\u00fcl a ny\u00e1r,
nagykab\u00e1tban \u00fcl egy gyerek, aki volt\u00e1l,
te,
\u00fcv\u00f6lt\u0151 harangok felajzott szerelmese,
a szellem \u00e1ldott janics\u00e1rja,
k\u00f6nnyek rajong\u00f3ja,
\u00e1rv\u00e1n maradt Zarathusztra,
hi\u00e1ba vontad ki a vil\u00e1got a vil\u00e1gb\u00f3l,
hi\u00e1ba j\u00e1tszott\u00e1l a monte carl\u00f3i ruletten,
csak a diszn\u00f3fej\u0171 nagy\u00far n\u00e9zett r\u00e1d nevetve,
\u00edgy lett a szerelemb\u0151l is, mint a szerencs\u00e9b\u0151l,
elbocs\u00e1t\u00f3, sz\u00e9p \u00fczenet.

M\u00e9he a v\u00e9gtelennek el\u0151tted kit\u00e1rult,
melletted t\u00e1rsad, a feh\u00e9r mag\u00e1ny vonaglott.
Vir\u00e1gmint\u00e1s jeleket rajzolt homlokodra a mindens\u00e9g,
mondta, \u0151 a bar\u00e1tod,
m\u00e9gis kifecsegett,
el\u00e1rult.
Te a sz\u00edved vitted neki, hogy fel\u00e1ldozd.

F\u00fcr\u00f6dt\u00e9l f\u0171ben, f\u00fcr\u00f6dt\u00e9l cs\u00f3kban,
f\u00fcrdesz ebben a rettenetes nagy elm\u00fal\u00e1sban.
Senki sem keres, senki sem ki\u00e1lt ut\u00e1nad
Zilahon, egykori iskol\u00e1dban.
Magyar gyerek kacag\u00e1sa
t\u00f6bb\u00e9 nem visszhangzik az udvaron.
Mi lett, mondd, mi lett a Hadak \u00datj\u00e1n
a v\u00f6r\u00f6s jelekb\u0151l?

Ma darabokban az orsz\u00e1g,
melynek a prolet\u00e1r fi\u00fa vers\u00e9t \u00edrtad,
forognak ap\u00e1ink,
forognak s\u00edrjukban.
De te aludj, mi majd let\u00e9rdel\u00fcnk el\u0151tted.
Legyen \u00e1lmod k\u00f6nny\u0171,
\u00e1ldott legyen csillag-sors\u00fa versed!

Forr\u00e1s: Irodalmi Jelen<\/a><\/strong><\/em>

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