Mi\u00e9rt nem sz\u00f3lt nekem
senki az \u00f6sszfogyatkoz\u00e1sr\u00f3l,
a hi\u00e1nyok gennyes t\u00fcnet\u00e9r\u0151l,
mi\u00e9rt nem k\u00e9sz\u00edtettek fel erre,
ami most t\u00f6rt\u00e9nik velem:
– s amit az emberek nem is tudnak
minek nevezni, hogy ne s\u00e9rtsenek vele –
Mi\u00e9rt nem hallom a bar\u00e1tok nyelv\u00e9nek
\u00e9rces koccan\u00e1s\u00e1t,
mint kis falum ismer\u0151s
harangoz\u00e1s\u00e1t \u2013
mi\u00e9rt csak a naponta
tengerbe szakad\u00f3 j\u00e9ghegyek
s a kisz\u00edvott csontok
hangos zokog\u00e1sa,
honnan sziv\u00e1rog folyton
ez a f\u00e9lelem-szag,
mint betegszob\u00e1k ablak\u00e1n \u00e1t
a v\u00e9rszeg\u00e9ny gyertyaf\u00e9ny,
mi\u00e9rt t\u0171nik el szerre minden, mi s\u00f3 \u00e9s bors,
s a napok piros \u00e9bred\u00e9se,
ak\u00e1r lakatlan h\u00e1zak
ki\u00e9gett \u00e9rver\u00e9se ?
Mi\u00e9rt gy\u0171l halomra a sok elmondhatatlan
mint b\u0151r alatt a petyh\u00fcdt f\u00f6l\u00f6sleg,
s a betanult szab\u00e1lyok szab\u00e1lytalans\u00e1ga,
mely egy\u00fctt \u00e9s k\u00fcl\u00f6n lett iszapharcok
r\u00e9g lecsengett tapasztal\u00e1sa.
Mi\u00e9rt nem sz\u00f3ltak a l\u00e9gszomjr\u00f3l,
fek\u00e9lyekr\u0151l s a hajnali tachikardi\u00e1r\u00f3l,
mint ahogy serd\u00fcl\u0151ket k\u00e9sz\u00edtenek fel,
szelid t\u00fcrelemmel a hormonrobban\u00e1sra,
mi\u00e9rt nem figyelmezett senki
erre a k\u00e9sei kamaszod\u00e1sra?<\/p>\r\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Mi\u00e9rt nem sz\u00f3lt nekem senki az \u00f6sszfogyatkoz\u00e1sr\u00f3l,a hi\u00e1nyok gennyes t\u00fcnet\u00e9r\u0151l,mi\u00e9rt nem k\u00e9sz\u00edtettek fel erre,ami most t\u00f6rt\u00e9nik velem:– s amit az emberek nem is tudnakminek nevezni, hogy ne s\u00e9rtsenek vele –<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-98637","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-vers"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/98637","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=98637"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/98637\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=98637"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=98637"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=98637"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}