{"id":99406,"date":"2022-01-16T02:56:05","date_gmt":"2022-01-16T02:56:05","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/?p=99406"},"modified":"2022-01-15T16:16:34","modified_gmt":"2022-01-15T16:16:34","slug":"kolcsonsorok-radu-vancu-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/?p=99406","title":{"rendered":"K\u00f6lcs\u00f6nsorok: Radu Vancu"},"content":{"rendered":"\r\n

eml\u00e9kek \/ amintiri<\/strong><\/em>

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amikor az egyetem ablak\u00e1n kereszt\u00fcl n\u00e9zed az es\u0151t
\u00e9s eml\u00e9kek kavarj\u00e1k fel, kip-kop, a pi\u00e1s lelket,
h\u00f3lyagoss\u00e1 lesz a fel\u00fclete. amikor a divatjam\u00falt
h\u00e1rpi\u00e1k ism\u00e9t kibontj\u00e1k l\u00e1thatatlan sz\u00e1rnyukat \u00e9s
a h\u00fasban m\u00e9lyebb rep\u00fcl\u00e9s verg\u0151dik, mint a h\u00fas. amikor
a l\u00e1zt\u00f3l felrepedt lelki ajkak hosszan-hosszan kil\u00e9legeznek.
amikor az es\u0151 el\u00e1llt s a vodka eml\u00e9k csup\u00e1n,
mint ap\u00e1m, akin szint\u00e9n a vodka csattant,
mint valami bilincs, mely azt mutatta neki ugyanolyan
tapintatlanul, mint nekem, hogy vancunak lenni g\u00e1lyarabs\u00e1g. ki
csod\u00e1ln\u00e1 azt a kifinomult m\u0171v\u00e9szetet, mellyel minden egyes r\u00e9szegs\u00e9g
alkalm\u00e1val a vodka egy m\u00e9g ink\u00e1bb lelket horzsol\u00f3 bilinccs\u00e9 v\u00e1lik.
amikor felakasztotta mag\u00e1t, am\u00edg kij\u00f6ttek a smurdosok,
mesters\u00e9ges l\u00e9legz\u00e9sben r\u00e9szes\u00edtettem – utols\u00f3 l\u00e9legzete
h\u00f6r\u00f6gve t\u00f6rt ki,
\u00e9s az \u00e9let lebegett k\u00f6r\u00f6sk\u00f6r\u00fcl \u00e9s a hal\u00e1l \u00e9s valahogy abszurd
m\u00f3don arra gondoltam, m\u00e9g l\u00e9legzik. ugr\u00e1lni v\u00e1gytam \u00e9s
az \u00e9n leveg\u0151m az \u0151 leveg\u0151je volt \u00e9s \u00e9n m\u00e9g nem haltam meg, \u00e9s
s\u00fcketen hallottam a rohamment\u0151s\u00f6ket, amint azt mondj\u00e1k: meghalt. az eml\u00e9kek
boldogg\u00e1 tesznek.

Dem\u00e9ny P\u00e9ter ford\u00edt\u00e1sa<\/em>

*<\/p>\r\n

c\u00e2nd prive\u015fti ploaia prin fereastra biroului de la facultate <\/em>
\u015fi amintiri tulbur\u0103, pic-pic, matolitul suflet, <\/em>
cercuri-cercuri \u00eei fac suprafa\u0163a, c\u00e2nd demodate <\/em>
harpii \u00ee\u015fi desfac iar aripile nev\u0103zute \u015fi se zbate <\/em>
\u00een carne un zbor mai ad\u00e2nc dec\u00e2t carnea, c\u00e2nd, cr\u0103pate <\/em>
de febr\u0103, buzele suflete\u015fti expir\u0103 cu prelung r\u0103suflet.<\/em><\/p>\r\n

c\u00e2nd ploaia a stat \u015fi vodca-i amintire,<\/em>
ca tata, legat de vodc\u0103 \u015fi el ca de-o c\u0103tu\u015f\u0103<\/em>
ar\u0103t\u00e2ndu-i mereu, cu aceea\u015fi nesim\u0163ire<\/em>
ca \u015fi mie, c\u0103 a fi vancu e ocn\u0103. cine s\u0103 admire<\/em>
arta cu care, la fiecare be\u0163ie, cu sub\u0163ire<\/em>
ironie, vodca se face o \u0219i mai remu\u0219c\u0103toare c\u0103tu\u015f\u0103.<\/em>
c\u00e2nd s-a sp\u00e2nzurat, p\u00e2n\u0103 au venit \u0103ia de la smurd <\/em>
i-am f\u0103cut respira\u0163ie artificial\u0103 – ultimul aer ie\u015fea din pl\u0103m\u00e2ni<\/em>
g\u00e2f\u00e2it<\/em>
\u015fi via\u0163a plutea \u00een jur \u015fi moartea plutea \u00een jur \u015fi cumva absurd <\/em>
am g\u00e2ndit c\u0103 mai respir\u0103. \u00eemi venea s\u0103 zburd <\/em>
\u0219i aerul lui era aerul meu \u0219i eu n-am murit \u00eenc\u0103, \u0219i surd <\/em>
am auzit paramedicii zic\u00e2nd: e mort. amintirile te fac fericit.<\/em><\/p>\r\n

Din antologia \u201eCantosuri domestice”, Poeme alese, Editura Cartier, 2016<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\r\n

Forr\u00e1s: a ford\u00edt\u00f3 FB-oldala<\/em><\/p>\r\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

eml\u00e9kek \/ amintiri amikor az egyetem ablak\u00e1n kereszt\u00fcl n\u00e9zed az es\u0151t\u00e9s eml\u00e9kek kavarj\u00e1k fel, kip-kop, a pi\u00e1s lelket,h\u00f3lyagoss\u00e1 lesz a fel\u00fclete. amikor a divatjam\u00falth\u00e1rpi\u00e1k ism\u00e9t kibontj\u00e1k l\u00e1thatatlan sz\u00e1rnyukat \u00e9sa h\u00fasban m\u00e9lyebb rep\u00fcl\u00e9s verg\u0151dik, mint a h\u00fas. amikora l\u00e1zt\u00f3l felrepedt lelki ajkak hosszan-hosszan kil\u00e9legeznek.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-99406","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-vers"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/99406","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=99406"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/99406\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=99406"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=99406"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=99406"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}