{"id":99898,"date":"2022-02-23T02:51:05","date_gmt":"2022-02-23T02:51:05","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/?p=99898"},"modified":"2022-02-22T21:36:43","modified_gmt":"2022-02-22T21:36:43","slug":"kacso-sandor-alom-a-lagerben","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/?p=99898","title":{"rendered":"Kacs\u00f3 S\u00e1ndor: \u00c1lom a l\u00e1gerben"},"content":{"rendered":"\r\n<p>\u00d3lomb\u00f3l ruh\u00e1t \u00f6nt\u00f6ttek re\u00e1m<br>K\u00e9jjel kegyetlen poroszl\u00f3 kezek,<br>S azt\u00e1n lest\u00e9k mosollyal sz\u00e1jukon,<br>Hogy b\u00e1r e sz\u00f6rny\u0171 tett\u00fck s\u00falya nyom,<br>Mozdulok? Megyek?<!--more--><br><br>Nem mozdulhattam. K\u00e9t \u00f3ri\u00e1si szeg,<br>K\u00e9t \u00f3lomcsizma fogta l\u00e1bamat;<br>S karomban is, ahogy re\u00e1ker\u00fclt<br>Az \u00f3lomkeszty\u0171, minden \u00edn fesz\u00fclt<br>A sz\u00f6rny\u0171 s\u00faly alatt.<br><br>Csak szemem \u00e9lt m\u00e9g, de az \u00e1llamat<br>\u00c1t\u00f6lelte m\u00e1r \u00f3lomb\u00f3l hideg<br>P\u00e1nt, hogy jajom se hagyja el s\u00f6t\u00e9t<br>K\u00ednokkal tele \u00f3lom-b\u00f6rt\u00f6n\u00e9t,<br>Ha fels\u00edr az ideg.<br><br>\u00c1llottam \u00edgy ott &#8211; \u00f3lomba \u00f6ntve,<br>N\u00e9m\u00e1n, de bel\u00fcl sikolt\u00f3 jajok<br>M\u00e9hraja verte szemem ablak\u00e1t,<br>\u00c9s s\u00edrta folyton v\u00e9szj\u00f3sl\u00f3 dal\u00e1t,<br>Hogy most m\u00e1r meghalok.<br><br>\u00c1lom volt? Igaz, de mi benne f\u00e1jt,<br>Az a val\u00f3s\u00e1g \u00e1rnya volt csup\u00e1n,<br>\u00d3, mert a l\u00e1ger \u00f3lomk\u00f6nt\u00f6se<br>Hitem rivalg\u00f3 \u00e1lm\u00e1t t\u00f6rte le,<br>Hogy jobb j\u00f6n majd e rossz vil\u00e1g ut\u00e1n.<br><br>S most \u00e1llok itt s bilincs bilincs m\u00f6g\u00f6tt<br>Ny\u0171g\u00f6z le bennem minden \u00e9p er\u0151t,<br>Hogy m\u00edg rajtam e b\u00f6rt\u00f6n \u00f3lma van,<br>Igazam\u00e9rt se emeljem szavam<br>A k\u00fclvil\u00e1g el\u0151tt.<br><br>\u00d3, nincs nagyobb k\u00edn, mintha az igaz<br>Sz\u00f3t fojtj\u00e1k bel\u00e9d s benned d\u00fch fesz\u00fcl,<br>Hogy minden \u00e9gi s minden emberi<br>T\u00f6rv\u00e9ny is csak a lelkedet veri,<br>Mert \u00e1llanod kell &#8211; tehetetlen\u00fcl.<br><br>\u00d3, n\u00e9zzetek r\u00e1m, testv\u00e9rek, ti mind,<br>akiknek velem egy a sorsotok,<br>Tudom, hogy m\u00edg a h\u00e9t h\u00e9tre gy\u0171l,<br>Szemembe mind t\u00f6bb r\u00e9m\u00fclet vegy\u00fcl,<br>Mert ebbe \u00e9n &#8211; belepusztulok.<br><br><em>(1945)<\/em><br><br><strong>Forr\u00e1s:<a href=\"https:\/\/mek.oszk.hu\/22800\/22813\/html\/\"> Erd\u00e9lyi \u00e9s cs\u00e1ng\u00f3 k\u00f6lt\u00e9szet (antol\u00f3gia)<\/a><\/strong><br><br><\/p>\r\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u00d3lomb\u00f3l ruh\u00e1t \u00f6nt\u00f6ttek re\u00e1mK\u00e9jjel kegyetlen poroszl\u00f3 kezek,S azt\u00e1n lest\u00e9k mosollyal sz\u00e1jukon,Hogy b\u00e1r e sz\u00f6rny\u0171 tett\u00fck s\u00falya nyom,Mozdulok? Megyek?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-99898","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-vers"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/99898","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=99898"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/99898\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=99898"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=99898"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=99898"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}